Friday, March 31, 2006


I dun like this at all!
I'm so dead.
Why lor why?!
Something is wrong somewhere.
This sucks.
Dun really feel like talking for the past few days but come to think about it, there isn't anything else i can do already aiya like whatever lah.
Sigh..
Feel like isolating myself somewhere sometimes.
Then i wun need to talk to anyone and just be a zeebee.
Maybe like what boon said today maybe it's quite true but you know it wun happen.
Maybe because we're not zeebees lah.
So it's very difficult to be one.
All i can do now is wait....................
Hais whatever lah!

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Sunday, March 26, 2006


I'm finally back in action! Tiring day I was out of home for 15 hrs!
Went for friendly match against TJ early in the morning kept yawning cuz cannot keep the eyes open den ran quite a lot during the match cuz some of the more prominent players were absent.
Hmm but still.. lost the match to them yup. Gotta buck up i seem very nua today as observed by ms tang haha
Had lunch at TM den traveled all the way back to sch to paint the court, catching some sleep in the bus. Everyone was just as tired!
Oh i think today is the first time i sorta really painted the court and wall quite fun actually kept getting stained all over.
It reminds me and chinwei the guiding days where we had to paint banners like every year..
Huiwen is so evil she wants to soak me in kerosene and use me to bbq food! *evil monster!
We had some bbq food for dinner cuz the guys team are having camp and invited us gotta thank those guys who bbqed the food for us though there were some misunderstandings and miscommunication.
That expains why im out for 15 hrs from 7 till 11! Oh felt a bit dirty and smelly also luckily our new shirts came just in time for us to change out heh and they're actually quite nice!
Hmm yesterday was shopping day i did not buy anything haha
My mum a bit weird these days keep saying that i keep going out which is like HUH?
Cuz i only went out like twice excluding today after block tests on wednesday which was the day she called me on my phone at 6 20pm and demand that i go home like immediately.. haiyo!
She didnt nag at me today though im like outta the house for so long i think she prefers to nag if i go out so sad lor!
And back to yesterday's shopping trip.. we were quite tired after walking for some hours and i think the camera really perked us up cuz we were very happy after that for i duno what reasons but the pics are still with yvn!
I feel that im like backtracking what i did over the past few days and now, it is back to blocktests ohmy i think im really screwed la how??!!!
I dun like kukujers also eeeeyer! Everytime think of schoolwork den will think of him den will angry and worry at the same time pangsai!
It is also a case of why have i crumbled to such a state?! (yvn's msn nic last time)
Sigh....................................................
Okay i shall continue to backtrack.
Three days before the start of those tests, i had severe toothache which came periodically so painful lor!
But the thing is, it is not wisdom tooth cuz.. i not wise enough yet? =P
Den got no choice but to pay a visit to the dentist on saturday eeeeeeee again!
And guess what? She referred me to this national dental centre for root canal treatment and she ticked the box 'endodontics' but i duno the meaning la haha
And she gave me some painkillers too heng arh if not i sure die!
She gave me so many painkillers i still have one whole chunk of them at home.
Hmm but i haven made the appointment yet i guess i'll do it after A div or sth it ain't hurting now anyway.
I dropped by my friend's blog and happened to see this poem titled 'Don't Quit' and i thought it was quite nice it goes like this..

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the roads you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but do not quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don;t give up, though the pace seems slow --
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out --
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit --
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

It's very optimistic right.. haha yups anyway, i guess that's all for backtracking im very very tired already goodnight! Till.. hmm.. next time!

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Kukujers are evil!
Now we gotta mug the hell outta ourselves during this pathetic one week 'holidays'!
No camp unlike last year.
Day camp became only trainings all because of kukujers!
Tried to mug on saturday but not very successful cuz we decided to go to NUS open house due to hmm.. certain reasons.
Oh and also to find erm motivation to study? haha
Saw a few familiar faces there.
Den we only went to the faculty of science which is so not my cup of tea cuz I'll definitely not take up any course that has to do with science heh.
Now gotta get over the block tests and be done with it only then can we 'relax' a bit more.
How huh i dunno what else to blog about already.
I have decided not to come online anymore!
Until the appropriate time comes! hahah ciaos!
Gotta get down with work again.

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006


I've not been myself lately something's not quite right!
But I don't know what's not right.
Okay anyway, everything's gonna be over soon, perhaps a little too soon, but again, perhaps not.
But right now, just feel like getting it over and done with.
Yup I'm going to sleep! Ciaos!

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Monday, March 06, 2006

Got this from zhen's blog! checked it out and found it quite amusing!
http://www.handwritingwizard.com
hahah some are quite true, some are not.
I was bored so I even went to the extent of pasting the pictures of those letters that represent the character or something! =)


Cheehui is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.


Cheehui is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.


Cheehui is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.



Cheehui's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Cheehui that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Cheehui also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Cheehui is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Cheehui's self-concept is artificially low. Cheehui will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Cheehui to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Cheehui is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.


In reference to Cheehui's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Cheehui slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Cheehui can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Cheehui will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!


Cheehui will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Cheehui believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Cheehui is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes. Cheehui will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Cheehui an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other. When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Cheehui is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story. Cheehui is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Cheehui doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

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Friday, March 03, 2006

It seems like my blog is gonna be updated on a weekly basis weekdays are just too proccupied with like everything.
Somehow, this year feels like the days past by so quickly and another week had past.
Always looking forward to the weekends because saturday is the day to sleep in to make up for the lack of sleep on the weekdays.
Although this year's timetable is like so much better compared to last year's, there isn't much difference to it now that there's remedial on tuesday and training on monday, wednesday and thursday! (tues and thurs are our short days!)
Friday is like the "best" out of all the other days.
Anyway, the principal announced today that should anyone do badly for the upcoming block tests, he's gonna make them come back from monday to friday, 9 to 5 during the june holidays to study!
This is like so OMG and I don't want to do badly for the block tests!
March holidays is totally GONE I don't think there's even a day for me to meet up with friends and other stuff.
3 days of day camp (morn till 7 plus?) plus one training out of the weekdays of the week!
Somebody kill me please.
Hai.
My chinese deproved a great deal although it's still a B4, but xiang dang nian, it's usally an A1 or A2!
Not gonna retake it yup!
Oh and the Ivan guy is damn fabulous wonder how he managed it and to think i used to think that he's an ah beng!
If only i can have photographic (not photogenic haha huiwen you can't mock me =P) memory, then it'd be perfect!
Always wonder how people can do so well while some, no matter how hard they study, the results are still average.
Hmm.. I wanna return to sec 1 or 2 where my results are still good enough to earn me good grades!
I guess for now, there's nothing much left to do except for paying attention and study hard.
jiayou jiayou! =)

Cinderella is proof that a pair of shoes can change your life.

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